I talk too much
and get beat down
with silence
a foolish pollyanna
a sucker for a kind word
from someone who can’t be bothered
with the emotional side of things
some women
are built for speed–
I was built for empathy
all fine and good at 20
with big plans
idealism anyone–
certain it would pan out
at some point
but giving up feels good
at this moment
forgetting dreams–
I can’t give you something
you won’t take
and you can’t accept what you see
as no more than a token
the love it represented
beat up and taking the bus
to warmer climates
I wonder if there is any one who hasn’t felt like this. :)
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Thanks so much Margaret, I feel less alone
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It’s my pleasure
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I love this line: I was built for empathy. That is a great way to be built. And I agree with Margaret – many of us have felt this.
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Thank you. Sometimes that’s the part of me I doubt the most
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You have completed the parabola of dreams and desires, the insistent rise before the quick descent downward, and the acceptance of it all. The symbolism of bus out of town puts a parting seal to the fate of the dreamer.
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Well said, thank you for reading and understanding
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I’m another one built for empathy. You tell your story beautifully. Great ending!
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Thanks, Ina~!
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