Our neighbor with the same name as mine

I watched her fade from sparkling stars in her eyes to wilted roses in her cheeks.
Always ready with a hello and a word of friendship, the neighborhood benefited from the two handfuls of folks who kept the town feeling small. Not small in a bad way, but small in the way that people know you when you go out. Some know how you like your coffee, others will knock for sugar when they are hard up and can’t get to the store because the car is busted again.

Her dark hair, graying at the temples, turned white with disappointment that I didn’t know her well enough to ask about, but I recognized it as something I was on the fringes of.
Then she cut her hair, not in some cute bob with a lift on the ends, but chopped harshly like something she would not miss, just below her ears.

One day she appeared with a limp, the daily bike ride to work gone, she walked the blocks, one foot slightly dragging.
I asked her what had happened, and she said a chill had come in through the window one night while she slept, and her hip was never the same.

She occasionally smiled if I smiled first, her face care-worn and listless, her eyes never quite meeting mine.
Then one day– I realized she was gone.

Between seasons
the bluejays are all but gone
the air is so quiet

Monday Random

  • Upon perusing seemingly endless websites for dresses, I have discovered that many folks don’t know the difference between taupe and mauve.
  • Some use them interchangeably.
  • And then there is ‘puce’ showing up just to confuse things.
  • The clouds were remarkable today, and I found myself just staring until my eyes watered.
  • I didn’t even take pictures, I just stared.
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Monday Random: evening

  • Tonight I am reflecting obsessing about my day.
  • It wasn’t a bad day, not really.
  • Mondays are usually Mr. Street’s second day off so when he was called into work, I re-ordered my day
  • In the morning I made the cheesecake I promised him, and it was nestling in the fridge, chilling up for his return when I left for my errands.
  • I had this thought to take myself out to lunch, at a place that I enjoy more than he does.

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Precious

She cried during Star Wars
and he laughed at her
which made her cry more
turning to lay her cheek
against the cool glass
raindrops on the window
like diamonds

‘Isn’t it precious,’ she thought
lighting a cigarette
and hearing him cough
from across the room
but he’d never tell her to stop
crazy about her grumpy moods
in love with how she exhaled

“Maybe we should get away,” he said
getting up and walking over
kneeling at her feet, and
wrapping his arms about her legs
hearing her reply how she liked
things the way they were, and
feeling her fingers in his hair