My friend hangs his head, listening to me.
Nightmares? Not again. You write about
Night terrors and bad dreams. Again.
They are part of my life. I am trying to
face them down to battle the dragons.
I miss sleeping fully. I am exhausted.
You are obsessed. You don’t want to banish
your dragons at all. They are far more interesting
than real life ever hopes to be.
I twitch. Get out of my head.
I am in terror every time I close my eyes
knowing that sleep is imminent.
You are a fraud.You love it.
You love having something to talk about.
All poets are egotistical.
The pot calls the kettle what?
I shift positions in my seat.
My legs are restless. I wave at the waitress.
Yes, I am a poet too, but we are not
alike. I am in it for the art. You are
in it for blood. You are in it for the bodily fluids.
Silence. Facial twitch. My eyes dart.
So? Haven’t you ever heard of
sacrifice for art? What made you so smart?
I read one or two of your poems.
I saw your heart. You are a bit of a coward
Yet you jump back into the fray. Every day. 5 a.m.
Sometimes I sleep until 6. I bite my lip.
My hand twitches on the table and I thump
my fingertips and nails in a staccato beat.
I have a pill that might help you.
It’s not a bad thing.
No, not bad.
I thought others might feel less alone.
But what will you do if the nightmares stop?
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